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Hi dear,
Its been nearly a month I had written you a letter. But I haven’t get any reply from you. Have u got the letter? I was still waiting for your reply holding my breath.

You think yourself how long a person can waiting for something holding breath. I think I should move ahead. There was a time I was missing you each day every moment, now that intensity of missing you is decreasing day by day. O used to pray with god each day to send you back t o me . but with this passing time lots of things have changed. I had cried remembering you. Missing you was a part of my daily routine. But how long ??? there is no limit………..neither I know where you are nor what you are doing. And at the same time I am not getting any kind of response from you. So there is not point hurting myself.
This time I spend without you have taught me something there is nothing that lasts forever in our lives. I still remember the moments when I was with you I still can feel your each tough freshly. I never can forget that day, that amazing day of my life, when I felt the fulfillment of being a girl.
But how long ??? how long can I live just remembering you? I do have my responsibilities to hold, my career my life which is all messed up. Now I want to live my life with them my life my business, my friends, my family, which was far for me.
Now I have realized the importance of these things. I don’t say that this month was complete loss for me………. This time is the time I have spent with myself, with my inner feelings. And I have come more closer to myself. I know myself better. It was nice experience for me waiting for someone very intensely.
I don’t know what you were thinking, what you are thinking and what you will think when you will get his letter but I am satisfied with myself. I am feeling myself more strong.i hope that this strength will help me a lot.
Now I don’t care who you were? Where you belong to ? and what my friend Radha have to say about you? And I don’t care either you will reply my this letter or not.
But somewhere you have disappoint me and I don’t think I will believe in any other guy so easily. The other thing I have realized is that there is nothing like love in this world. Its just the mutual understanding that two people develop to fulfill their lives and the commitment to take the relation further.
Now I don’t think there is anything I should sharer with you. Thant you so much that I got to realize so many things and for making myself closer to my desires.
MAY MY GOD HELP YOU REACH YOUR DREAM AND FULFILL YOUR ALL DESIRES
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